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lack of desire to write. No inspiration, because every day I make up stories and reflect on platitudes and think "this will write in the blog, but then I got lazy. Apart as already is happening to me the novelty of the blog.

I recently met an ex. We talked about life, mine, Marco and my virginity.

The former was my first boyfriend. Six years older than me. With a divorce and a daughter. I was 19 and no experience. I always respected and when you wanted to put more horney and I was afraid he would stop. It was when I was afraid of sex. Then I cut, but always maintained contact. He wanted me to return with him and I use it to feel unwanted when no one took any notice.

When I started discovering my sexuality I commented to him. And I still do. Knowing that excites and is dying of jealousy makes me feel good. Especially when I take the attitude of disfrutoelsexoperonoeslomaximoparami . From this began a "desire to be the first in my life." How do I know? because he told me. "

I insisted. I described what he wanted me. Praised almost every part of my body. We even had cybersex ... and was VERY nice. And so it was until I got sick much insistence and remorse I only started playing with him.

Then we returned to have contact. He told me of their relationships (even met one of them) and I told Marco, our "progress" and finally "my first time." Sometimes I recommend and I advise others to him. One can even say we are as friends.

told me that he envied Marco because he "took" something he had long desired. That is, my "virginity." "My hymen" I corrected. Then he told me how good it was Mark and not him The First ... because he had come to respect as he did not deserve that from me. It was not "worthy." But now that I'm not a virgin called "turn."

I had to put up with laughter. Take carefree attitude. And say "when Marco cutting you say and see if I encourage you to follow."

vibe I thought to say "never in life would take you," because even if half-mad has been good to me. And if you take as you do cyber sex, they give you several turns, but it is scary.

Although sometimes I get bored the way that Mark and I do, I prefer a regular sex and fights out of receiving hugs and kisses to one sex very, very good, but somebody who puts an altar my "holy hymen martyr "and with that and I saw that did not work the relationship.

Happy New Year 2006. Neither